I found out about my loss of human status on a place where I post pictures of myself in cute dresses and pretty sunsets.
So instead of feeling like the world is spinning, I feel more like my place in it is permanent and still. Not as the living, breathing lifeform that I was five seconds ago.
But as a stone-still statue that they’ve tapped their gavels like wands to turn me into. Continue reading from the diary of an object
Sometimes, it takes everything in me to write here. To make my words seen on a website and not a private document, where there’s no pressure, no people. Just me and my words in my own little tide pool of self-depreciation and egotistical boosts. Sometimes, it takes nothing in me to write here. Because putting something on here either feels like a shout into the … Continue reading the demise of a teenage girl
Time will go as fast as it fancies to. That is what September has taught me. In August, time almost dragged until the very end. Every day barely passed, every day lasted years. Until it was September. The first few days of it passed the same, two weeks of book research and Driver’s Test handbooks, until I got an email. It was from the Choreographer … Continue reading September
I have one of those now. An Alma Mater, I mean. On June 1st, 2021, I became a high school graduate and an AP burnout. Well, not exactly. But for the next year I’m riding that wave, because most, if not all, of my time is my own now. It always was, I suppose. But that doesn’t mean that it felt like it. That day … Continue reading Alma Mater
Hey guys! This week marks a whole year since I re branded the blog! We did it!!! This past year, I have experienced many a bump in the road, and have celebrated some incredible things. But you guys know all about those, so I won’t go into detail. Earlier today, I was thinking about how this time last year, I had just closed a show … Continue reading Happy Birthday!