In true coming of age fashion, I have compiled a playlist that captures what my movie would feel like. It’s full of heartbreaking, soul saving, exhilarating songs that make me okay with the fact that I’m an adult now, that has to do adult things, like driving over speed bumps and paying for my own movie tickets. Like all genre playlists, though, there’s subdivisions. There … Continue reading The Numb of Post Adolescence (Jukebox, P.1)
Hello all! Last week, I posted my first piece back from the mouth of High School Hell. Actually, high school wasn’t too bad for the last bit of it. But “mouth of High School Hell” made me giggle, so… Anyways. Today I was planning on posting another kind of update, since my fam was going on vacation. But, we ended up doing so much walking … Continue reading Updates from the Middle of Northern California!!
I have one of those now. An Alma Mater, I mean. On June 1st, 2021, I became a high school graduate and an AP burnout. Well, not exactly. But for the next year I’m riding that wave, because most, if not all, of my time is my own now. It always was, I suppose. But that doesn’t mean that it felt like it. That day … Continue reading Alma Mater
I am all at once a fraud and a chosen one. And I don’t know how to handle being both. Continue reading I have created a false reality of ambition and desire.
On May 10th, 2020 I had one of the longest and most intense anxiety attacks since eighth grade. I couldn’t breathe, I couldn’t hear, and even when the hard-hitting moments had slowed, the subtle lacing of the general anxiety and nervousness all day was still there. But the actual anxiety attack or the rest of that day wasn’t even the worst part. The worst part … Continue reading A Few Months Go By