I am all at once a fraud and a chosen one. And I don’t know how to handle being both. Continue reading I have created a false reality of ambition and desire.
Hello Friends! This week has been quite eventful and super anxiety-inducing. But! It has been a thrilling glimpse into my next few months. At my school, there are two different drama departments. One is a typical high school organization, with one musical a year and solely after school production. The other is a class called Advanced Drama, which has at least one fall play and … Continue reading I Got The Part!
I am from the cracks growing up brown walls and the thirst that cries from yellow grass. I am from old cars that don’t work and clubhouses with wasps nests that sing all night. I am from screams on the porch at midnight after family parties downtown. I am from a home where avocado trees and cousins make a good game of hide-n-seek. I am … Continue reading Where I’m From
This year, Junior Year (the hardest year on its own), I decided to take three AP classes. AP US History AP Psychology And AP Language And Composition This was a big mistake. At the moment I’m a bit overwhelmed. I’ve got a million things to do from each class (non-APs included) and it’s getting to me. Last night the only thing that saved me from … Continue reading Big Stress
As of today, I’ve been a junior for a week. I’ve had three existential crises. All week, I’ve gotten questions about college and life after high school. Truth? I have no idea what the heck is going on. This is honestly surprising, because I’ve been planning and researching since eighth grade to prevent any last minute doubt. Deciding my major, finding schools best for that … Continue reading I’m Stressed Already