I am all at once a fraud and a chosen one. And I don’t know how to handle being both. Continue reading I have created a false reality of ambition and desire.
On May 10th, 2020 I had one of the longest and most intense anxiety attacks since eighth grade. I couldn’t breathe, I couldn’t hear, and even when the hard-hitting moments had slowed, the subtle lacing of the general anxiety and nervousness all day was still there. But the actual anxiety attack or the rest of that day wasn’t even the worst part. The worst part … Continue reading A Few Months Go By
Hello Friends! This week has been quite eventful and super anxiety-inducing. But! It has been a thrilling glimpse into my next few months. At my school, there are two different drama departments. One is a typical high school organization, with one musical a year and solely after school production. The other is a class called Advanced Drama, which has at least one fall play and … Continue reading I Got The Part!
I am from the cracks growing up brown walls and the thirst that cries from yellow grass. I am from old cars that don’t work and clubhouses with wasps nests that sing all night. I am from screams on the porch at midnight after family parties downtown. I am from a home where avocado trees and cousins make a good game of hide-n-seek. I am … Continue reading Where I’m From
This year, Junior Year (the hardest year on its own), I decided to take three AP classes. AP US History AP Psychology And AP Language And Composition This was a big mistake. At the moment I’m a bit overwhelmed. I’ve got a million things to do from each class (non-APs included) and it’s getting to me. Last night the only thing that saved me from … Continue reading Big Stress