I look up at the purple sky and let the cold wind freeze my cheeks. Maybe the world has some hope left after all. Continue reading Fever Dream (dawn-mxmtoon)
On May 10th, 2020 I had one of the longest and most intense anxiety attacks since eighth grade. I couldn’t breathe, I couldn’t hear, and even when the hard-hitting moments had slowed, the subtle lacing of the general anxiety and nervousness all day was still there. But the actual anxiety attack or the rest of that day wasn’t even the worst part. The worst part … Continue reading A Few Months Go By
Hello Friends! This week has been quite eventful and super anxiety-inducing. But! It has been a thrilling glimpse into my next few months. At my school, there are two different drama departments. One is a typical high school organization, with one musical a year and solely after school production. The other is a class called Advanced Drama, which has at least one fall play and … Continue reading I Got The Part!
This year, Junior Year (the hardest year on its own), I decided to take three AP classes. AP US History AP Psychology And AP Language And Composition This was a big mistake. At the moment I’m a bit overwhelmed. I’ve got a million things to do from each class (non-APs included) and it’s getting to me. Last night the only thing that saved me from … Continue reading Big Stress
As of today, I’ve been a junior for a week. I’ve had three existential crises. All week, I’ve gotten questions about college and life after high school. Truth? I have no idea what the heck is going on. This is honestly surprising, because I’ve been planning and researching since eighth grade to prevent any last minute doubt. Deciding my major, finding schools best for that … Continue reading I’m Stressed Already