I am all at once a fraud and a chosen one. And I don’t know how to handle being both. Continue reading I have created a false reality of ambition and desire.
On May 10th, 2020 I had one of the longest and most intense anxiety attacks since eighth grade. I couldn’t breathe, I couldn’t hear, and even when the hard-hitting moments had slowed, the subtle lacing of the general anxiety and nervousness all day was still there. But the actual anxiety attack or the rest of that day wasn’t even the worst part. The worst part … Continue reading A Few Months Go By
Hey guys! This week marks a whole year since I re branded the blog! We did it!!! This past year, I have experienced many a bump in the road, and have celebrated some incredible things. But you guys know all about those, so I won’t go into detail. Earlier today, I was thinking about how this time last year, I had just closed a show … Continue reading Happy Birthday!
Hello hello all! So last week was my spring break and I decided to take a break from posting because, honestly, my mental state took a huge downturn. I stopped working on blog and non-blog writing and just kind of spent everyday scrolling through Tik-tok and Netflix. It was a big slump, and the toll it took on my grades was a huge reality check … Continue reading Out Into The Universe
The other day I was laying on my bed and listening to my musical theatre playlist, which is like 28 hours long. Because its so long, I don’t really get to hear every single song each time that I listen to it. So when “A Way Back To Then” from [Title Of Show] started to play, it was a mixture of “holy crap I forgot about … Continue reading A Way Back To Then